Posted by happyflower on April 24, 2006, at 14:18:34
thing to deal with? I saw him again today and we just look at each other, it is like we can't keep our eyes off each other.
I am so torn, it is so nice to see him, but yet is is hard, because it is a reminder of what I can't have.
It is like he is saying the right things, but yet his actions don't always say the same thing. I believe he is giving me mixed signals, like everyone else has said.
I even came to the gym later today than normal so I don't run into him. Well don't ya know it he is coming in late today.
Now he is running the same race as me, it is getting weird. I just want to say F*ck those rules of yours, you say them but you don't mean them! Sorry for my vents lately, I am just really stuggling with my relationship with him. Why does thing have to be so complicated, why can't things just be as they are ?
I hate this. ***&&&%%%$$$$$$$$$
poster:happyflower
thread:636577
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20060422/msgs/636577.html