Posted by antigua3 on June 8, 2009, at 15:35:02
In reply to It's nice to feel numb, I admit, posted by FindingMyDesire on June 8, 2009, at 13:34:11
Sorry, but you do deserve the good things. Sometimes it does seem like punishment is easier to bear than to even entertain the thought that we deserve good things, because, at least in my case, I feel so shameful.
I see how you're hiding, though. Sounds like you're doing a pretty good job of distancing yourself so nobody--your partner or your T--can even get close to you.
But, you know what? You realize what's going on and that's a huge step.
Please let some of this out. You will feel so much better.
antigua
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