Posted by ElaineM on August 26, 2006, at 13:45:12
In reply to Re: late last night **SI, posted by caraher on August 26, 2006, at 12:07:03
((((caraher)))) I'm so scared. Of reaching out. Of myself. Of others.
I usually reach in, instead. I like looking ugly from SI. It is good and I'm better that way. I don't know why, but it makes me feel safer to do it.....I know it's not though. LadyT wouldn't want me to. I wouldn't want others to. I guess it's just old habit. I don't know anything anymore.
I hate being afraid and sad :-(
Thank you for helping. EL
poster:ElaineM
thread:680048
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