Posted by fairywings on May 2, 2006, at 20:31:23
In reply to Re: T cancelled AGAIN!!! » fairywings, posted by ClearSkies on May 2, 2006, at 15:16:43
>>She gave me a puzzled look, then moved on to another discussion.
OMGosh! That was totally clueless!
>>*I* moved on to another T. One to whom my time is worthy.
How long were you with her? Did it still hurt to move on?
I guess I'm being too hard on him. I make him sound heartless. I"m just really hurt because I really needed to talk to him tonight, so I felt really let down. He's always given me plenty of time, just like he does with all of his clients. I think maybe feeling so emotionally invested feels very threatening to me. I can't let down my guard and be vulnerable with anyone, so when I'm hurt it comes out as anger.
Now I don't want to face him...because I'm hurt and I know I won't be able to admit it, or access the feelings I'm having right now. I'm such an idiot!
Thanks CS...sorry you had such a crappy T. Glad you were able to move on.
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