Posted by eyes2ursoul on April 30, 2006, at 17:33:38
In reply to Re: lesbian sexual feelings fantasy 4 myT, posted by eyes2ursoul on April 30, 2006, at 16:46:51
> Wow! Thanks so much veracity for being so frank and open and honest. I am really happy you have responded to me.
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> I totally agree with what you are saying, its just that i'm very afrais she'll terminate the therapy is she thinks i'm in love with her.
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> I've always had strong feelings all of my life for a woman in one shape or form.
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> It was my high school teacher from age 13 right up until around the age of 21 when i at last wrote her a letter declaring my feeling for her all those years.
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> She was very sweet about it and said it was normal for a school girl to have a crush on a lady teacher.
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> I still feel a love towards her today, an admiration and rerspect, although thanks be to God i'm not dreaming os sex with the teacher any more.
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> I have been dreaming about lots of sex with my therapist though. It started last July , straight out of the blue one night, and the most vivid dream possible. it stays with me to this day very strongly.
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> And since I've just had loads of dreams of sexual encouters with my therapist. I dont fight it now i just let them come. Actually since i have stopped focusing on the dreams they have pretty much stopped since end of Feb 2006.
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> But i dont know if or how i should say this - i have been fantasising about her in wakened moments. so i guess i brought from my subconcious dreams the desire into my consciouse world when i'm you know what, am i allowed to say masturbating (yikes!! & whoops!!)
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> sorry if thats a word i shouldnt use on here - please just let me know and i'll use whatever the acceptable alternative is on the boards.
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> Honest I did try to think of an alternative but i couldnt think of one, so i just went with the medical so to speak word for it.
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> Any thoughts on this whole subject anyone?
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> I do very much appreciate veracity's response so far. Thank you Veracity!!!this is the one i forgot to put ur name on as the previous poster Veracity! Tahnks again*
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