Posted by TexasChic on April 29, 2006, at 7:51:21
In reply to Re: !@#$% » TexasChic, posted by milly on April 29, 2006, at 4:29:10
I wasn't expecting that.
Here's what he wrote:
Im sorry, but basically I just didnt want to interact people I knew didnt get along. Ever since elementary Ive had friends that didnt like each other, so I just kept them seperated.
Pretty much, It wasnt my idea, or my plan (because I hate hooters) so I just left it up to them to pass the word along. I never invited F___, P____, B__ ect ect.. I was pretty much like, just give me a date and time, and I'll show up.
And, just today I was talking to N___ about getting the bowling thing started again (me, you, N___, and P____) And once again, I wasnt going to invite C_____ to that, because I know she hates N___. But thats nothing against C_____ . Its just me trying to keep the peace.
Sorry if I did a sh*tty job explaining that to you, but you just walked off halfway thru my sentence.---------
Here's what I wrote back:
Okay, maybe I overreacted a tiny bit. I'm just so, so tired of the thing with L___. I didn't ask for it, I did nothing to deserve it, but yet I keep being the one that loses out because of it. I guess I sort of took it out on you. But you have to realize that at the time I was thinking the hooters thing was something you had planned, chose L___ over me, and then told me you wouldn't stop me from going (basically saying you didn't want me to go). I walked off in the middle of you talking because I was just so insulted.I realize you have no reason to be loyal to me or anything, but when she engineers these things intentionally leaving me out, and makes sure I hear about it, for you to go along without any kind of objection is basically saying its all okay with you. But like I said, you have no reason to be loyal to me.
I'm sorry, I guess I'm expecting more from you than I should. That's my fault. I tend to do that. I sometimes forget other people aren't as intense about things as I am (and I guess I like you a tiny bit more than I should). Sorry I got mad at you.
------I just wrote it and sent it before I could change my mind. He really doesn't have any reason to choose me over anyone else. We're just all co-workers to him. Its not his fault I like him so much.
However, I do believe what I said about how not objecting is the same as agreeing.
Damn, and I got brave and told him I like him more than I should. Well, I guess it was something I needed to say, regardless of the consequences. We'll see where it goes from here.
-T
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