Posted by Just Me33 on September 19, 2008, at 15:13:19
In reply to Re: FIVEFIRES, posted by susan47 on September 19, 2008, at 14:07:22
Thank you for all of your understanding words...it helps to not feel like I am the only one in the world that feels so alone and misguided. I think, at this point, to even hear his voice would be a setback for me. I KNOW it is best to move on and be alone and learn to love myself right now, but it is unchartered waters and it IS so lonely. Even having wonderful friends, like Sunny10....I still go home to an empty house and lay down at night by myself. I am still alone with my racing thoughts...and occasional memories of him...and the actual physical pain that my heart feels when I wake up in the middle of the night. How long does it take to get better?
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