Posted by Fivefires on September 10, 2008, at 14:20:48
In reply to Re: FIVEFIRES, posted by Just Me33 on September 5, 2008, at 17:24:00
OMgoodness just about every thing that's going on is going on bad Just Me33.
I even called a warm line just to talk to someone a bit earlier and told him about my RDM(rainydayman)/ICM (ice cream man) = the gem*ni. Everyone wants him out of my life. I do lock up my pills etc. when he comes over. He's a bit of a sly dog, but he sure makes up for it in laughter and, when I'm in the mood. He loves to come over here and do a few errands for me, but always helps himself to some.
I'm not feeling well at all. I'm in a very long stint (Since Dec.) of a major depressive disorder and spend most of the day just lying in bed. It's the most horrible thing that's ever happened. I'm a tinge OCD, but my room looks like a twister went through it and blew every piece of paper into its wrong place and I don't even care o_o!
On Xanax-XR beneath regular Xanax prn, Effexor-XR in two doses totally 300mg a day, Provigil when can get samples, and levothyroxine. Anxiety is my major problem.
Umm, oh, .. Oh. I know> My fam-of-origin (I usually put FOO) has sorta' dum*ed me. They know I need their help. Also my three children 20s, early 30s, know I need their help. Yet, no one is coming to my aid.
I'm under a pile of house in a major depressive episode and sure could use a hand and no one's reaching in.
I've had first long term relationships. My first was a gem*ni; will always miss him. My current is the same.
Good luck w/ whatever you decide. I really hope I'm not steering you in the wrong direction, but you sound like a strong person who can dig herself back out of bit of put down. In my experience, they apologize later.
If things go awry, we're here for you.
best wishes, 5f
and: Anybody disagree w/ my advice; please let Just Me33 know. I'm certainly not a know-it-all.
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