Posted by Nadezda on June 9, 2009, at 20:26:47
In reply to Feeling anxious, posted by Dinah on June 9, 2009, at 13:29:15
Dinah. I feel very very confident that you're not going to end up in hell. You're an incredibly good person, and doubting your mother is entirely understandable. In fact, you'd been doing yourself and your family a disservice if you didn't-- and if, or when, it turns out that something is wrong with her, it won't be because you tempted fate. It will simply be because someday it will happen.
Besides, to be completely honest, I don't think the fates have a way of twisting things against you. Maybe I'm too rational, and I know sometimes, if you're feeling guilty about saying or thinking something, it can seem that way. But I don't think your thoughts or suspicions or fears can make things go wrong like that.
I do wish, though, that your T had called. And I"m glad you have the risperdal-- and hope by now you're feeling calmer and more within yourself.
Nadezda
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