Posted by Quintal on August 31, 2007, at 12:52:09
In reply to Forced Termination and Hatred *Trigger SI*, posted by ForeverWounded on August 31, 2007, at 5:27:36
Yes, I felt intense rage and hatred at my (CBT) therapist and pdoc when they discharged me; especially because the T betrayed some of the unflattering comments I'd made about the pdoc in my CBT homework - to pdoc himself, and that is what I think triggered the termination and nasty discharge letter to my GP. That is why my GP now treats me like dirt, and that is why I can no longer get adequate treatment. Many times I have fantasized about taking revenge on them all, to destroy them utterly, mind, body and soul. But now, with time and patience, and practice, I have reached a state of acceptance, I think.
These feelings, though they're very intense, will pass in time if you let them. I know how effective cutting can be, and also drugging. Please try to keep yourself safe. I know it's hard.
Q
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