Posted by Dinah on April 28, 2006, at 0:29:43
In reply to Re: You know, it feels really bad » Dinah, posted by gardenergirl on April 27, 2006, at 23:32:16
You can talk badly about him. I think I loved well but not terribly wisely.
I suppose that's what he'll say. He'll cross his arms and say it's *my* decision, and if I'm stupid enough to decide to uproot my son and leave somewhere I love for somewhere I'm not likely to even like, then it's my choice and has nothing to do with him.
But yes, I am that selfish and stupid. If this had happened less slowly I was selfish and stupid enough to put my other plan in place. This one I can justify in a million ways, even if I personally know that it's because I've just been hurt too often by someone I love and I need to get away from it. And he just happens to be that someone I guess.
Not really his fault. I made him out of wholecloth to suit my needs. He never was my therapist/mommy. He just occupied the same space.
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