Posted by Karolina on April 25, 2006, at 22:51:11
In reply to T is confusing me, posted by Karolina on April 24, 2006, at 22:12:01
Thanks everyone so much for your responses. You all are really great and provide such great insight.
Here's the bad thing about this: He's a lot older than me AND married...So I think, no way could he be attracted to me. Happyflower, our Ts DO sound the same lol. How were you able to talk openly about how you felt about each other? That's kind of where I am right now. I want to figure out the best way to bring all this up without scaring him off. And I just wish I KNEW what he thinks, it's driving me crazy.
He's told me things like he thinks I'm attractive, beautiful, etc (though I strongly disagree) and he once gave me a hug and I think it lasted longer than we intended because we just stood there hugging silently for minutes. I wish so much something like that would happen again, that he would touch me like that again and possibly even more, but then I ask myself am I really that touch-starved?
Then I tell myself that he's just being nice and it doesn't mean anything such as him being attracted to me. It's so confusing. I alternate between questioning if he's attracted to me and that he finds me annoying and pathetic. Right now it feels like he finds me annoying and is really tired of me...Sorry I don't mean to go on and on about this, I am just frustrated, it feels like such an unnecessary mess...
-Karolina-
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