Posted by Voce on December 22, 2005, at 0:39:05
In reply to Re: Sigh, posted by fairywings on December 21, 2005, at 18:56:53
I do write a lot. I wrote even more when I was in therapy. It's my way of processing feelings, next to talking about them.
<Then give a copy of it to your current T? Maybe then she can understand the extent of your pain, how he hurt you, and why it pain lingers. Maybe then he can see how badly he screwed up with you.>I have written him several long letters in the past. I got only one thoughtful response to a certain one I wrote. The closest thing to an apology was him admitting that "human judgement is imperfect." Nice use of the passive voice...
It wasn't the therapy he screwed up, it was the termination. I think he knows that he screwed up. My current T (who I'm really not seeing right now, long story) has point blank told him this (she used to be his supervisor so she can say things like that to him).
Nothing will do except his physical presence. I want to see his face, hear his voice, see his expressions and reactions to what I say. I want to feel close to him like I used to, tucked away in a safe place close to his heart.
That is unbelieveable corny, but I can't think of any other way to say it.
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