Posted by ClearSkies on September 24, 2006, at 13:43:52
In reply to Re: Step away from that stick! Clearskies, posted by Phillipa on September 23, 2006, at 22:03:52
> Clear Skies I never would have guessed. Love Phillipa
What? That I feel so desperately bad about myself? This is a familiar feeling for me. I hadn't quite gotten to the point of not loathing myself as much, but at the bottom, I really feel useless, lazy, and unable to function.Sleep continues to be an issue. I'm afraid if I go back to my Gyn she'll disregard my complaints. When I went in to see her a few weeks ago, I told her that I was (already) having problems getting to sleep, and she told me then that this was unrelated to any hormonal imbalances.
Instead I'm going to call my pdoc and see if I can get in on a cancellation. What I scrounged from my leftovers in my medicine cabinet that finally worked was 10mg of Ambien and .5mg of Xanax. I rather doubt that she'll prescribe these for me again. But my mind races so quickly and persistently that I despair that I'll every be able to get a good night's sleep again.
Still glum and brooding,
CS
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