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Monday goals (perhaps a suicide trigger*)

Posted by llrrrpp on August 21, 2006, at 16:56:47

In reply to Re: Goals for Saturday [update] and Sunday » llrrrpp, posted by Jost on August 21, 2006, at 0:29:51

My goal for today is to stay awake (when necessary) and not lose my cool. You see, I'm away from home and I have forgotten one of my medications (provigil). Had an important errand to run, so no work for me today.

Let's see- nap from 8-9, 10-11, 12-12:30, 4:30-5:15. I'm in bad shape. Husband asked me which one of my meds is making me so sleepy. I said, probably the AD (cymbalta 90 mg). Why are you still taking it, he asked. Umm, because I'd rather be sleepy and happy than wide awake and wanting to kill myself. Asked if I was planning to be on these the rest of my life. um no, now, let me get back to sleep ZZZZzzzz. I'm about to pass out right now.

Fortunately, a friend is mailing my provigil to me and it should get here tomorrow or wednesday at the latest. *yawn*

In the meanwhile, my cat and I are on the same schedule, roughly.

-ll
p.s. I haven't lost my cool yet. hard to keep a good temper when so groggy, though.


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