Posted by Deneb on August 21, 2005, at 23:18:50
I'm a little afraid of going back to school.
What if I can't get my act together?
What if I get desperate again and do something really stupid?
What should I do if I start to feel like it is worth the risk to feign illness by downing a bunch of pills?
What if I start to do really badly again?
What if I find myself choosing death instead of life?
I just have a bad feeling...I've never been able to make it through an entire school year without having serious suicidal ideations (except in elementary school).
You know that break that most university put in the spring time or close to spring time? Is part of the reason for that break to relieve stress so we won't kill ourselves? I must not have had enough fun during mine.
Deneb
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