Posted by alexandra_k on January 5, 2020, at 23:52:55
In reply to Re: flattery, posted by alexandra_k on January 5, 2020, at 23:49:31
I mean others have been conveying to me that they don't like me.
People jump on my whole thesis fiasco with glee that I failed.
People only seem happy that I didn't get an offer for Med.
Nobody seems to care, at all, about whether I *should* have got an offer for Med. Everybody seems to be pretending that they don't understand what *should* means. They only understand 'did' or 'did not' and that's an end to it.
Nobody has conveyed that they want to see me happy or do well.
Nobody has conveyed to me that they are willing or able to do the things they are supposed to do.
or if they can't / don't know how they won't ask for help / won't let anybody help them.
When I show them I have ability / capability the response is for them to deny it and to flunk me out. Try and bully me out of town, basically.
How am I supposed to feel about them after all that?
What did I ever do to them?
Oh yeah, I wanted them to let me go. Let me go with enough resources to look after myself. If I don't have that.
I got nothing for ya.
It's not like anybody else has a different story for them.
But there ya go.
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