Posted by alexandra_k on December 27, 2013, at 19:35:02
In reply to Re: i don't like the internet anymore » Dr. Bob, posted by alexandra_k on December 25, 2013, at 16:26:03
i used to have a journal. at high school. things weren't really going so well for me. at school. at life. one of the tasks we had to do for english (my best class, i guess, insofar as i liked reading books) was to do a journal. i'm not entirely sure what we were supposed to be doing... vague memories of the grading criterion... a couple entries per week... some stuff with different styles...
i hadn't done it. then... well... i'd had a fight with my mother or something... in my room... feeling angry and hurt and alone... and i started writing. developed the half-*ss*d poetry style i do in an attempt to get some extra style marks for poetry. or something. just a whole bunch of stuff... and i got an A. i don't think i got an A for anything else at high school.
and things continued like that. i didn't really do any work... i mostly got in trouble for drinking and drugs and not attending... but i kept handing those journals in... and... i guess it was what saved me from being properly expelled. on multiple occasions.
ended up in an inappropriate relationship with one of my teachers... one who... read my journal over a period of a few years. to grade it. you know... anyway... that is probably why i feel it best not to meet anyone who reads my journal. if that makes sense. actually it doesn't make sense... i just... i don't know. i don't know what i'm staying.
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