Posted by daveuk08 on August 26, 2008, at 4:54:18
In reply to Re: Sorry, posted by manic666 on August 26, 2008, at 4:04:55
Hi,
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and to everyone on babbleI`m not to good at the moment,I`ve got this horrible throbbing in my head,my mind cannot focus on things properly,pains in my legs if I do to much walking(over 100yds),this strangulation feeling round my neck since Ali died seems to be getting worse,body pains,etc,and then the shakes.All this seems to be never ending,all I want to do is die naturaly in my sleep.I can assure everyone that I would never take my own life,I am so down in myself,I have met lots of friends on babble and I could never hurt them,and I have lots of friends over here aswell,but nearly all them are in relationships or married,and it hurts me because I`ve lost Ali the biggest love of my life.Thank you for your concern,as I said will Never ever take my own life,I know first hand how it can affect people especialy those that are realy close to you,and I never ever would do anything to hurt anyone,even those that have hurt me.
I honestly don`t want to die,but with what my body is going through(something I have never expienced before in my life)right now,all I pray each night is that I die in my sleep.
I honestly feel that Ali regrets what she did,and she wnats me with her,I just wish she had left a note or some sign as to why.I miss her so much,she was my true soulmate.Dave.(Slinky`s Soulmate)
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