Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on February 3, 2008, at 19:50:44
In reply to Re: Need desperate supportgoing on alone.. » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by Poet on February 3, 2008, at 11:31:02
Hi Poet:
Thank you so kindly. Honestly. Who knows.maybe next week.. tomorrow whenever.I could lose it all again. I do feel some comfort I have meds there if/when needed. But, thanks. Really. One thing you truly lose in depression is that big chunk of ego, even if you are painfully aware of yourself. But it is the positive, giving and caring part of my ego that is coming back. I shave everyday now.get all pretty and suchlolI know, superficial and all, but my depression robbed me of those basic things, of feeling good about those things. Then it seemed the Prozac in particular added to the why should I care aspect. I am not trying to be anti-med, nothing at all like thatand I hope nobody reads it like that! Without that stuff to pull me out, I dont know what I would have done. Plus, I still use other meds PRN. Clonazepam for the really anxious times. I wake up, usually, now without uttering my daily hate and death curses..heh. (I hated morningseven before medsand still dont REALLY take to thembut its a bit better.) Seeing my bloated body take even on a tiny bit of a better form is nice too, just for the healthier aspect of it all. Anyhowthanx kindly for the comments and encouragementand here is wishing the best right back to you.
Best,
Jay :-)
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