Posted by Fivefires on July 15, 2007, at 15:20:43
In reply to Re: phenomenon - dropping + breaking dishes » Fivefires, posted by Racer on July 15, 2007, at 14:38:47
I, like u, think it is something more than just clumsiness. Maybe I am not holding my arms up as high or something ... no med change ... have had a lot of fear lately. This is goofy. I've never been scared to live alone. But, in the past few wks, in the middle of the night I'll awaken and get chilly and listen for things and get 'truly scared'. I'm not liking it at all. I can't be doing this.
I started the Cymbalta and then stopped it when company came.
Nothing else different.
Might have been abducted.
Or, there may be a ghost here that is getting in my way.
Last night I said 'okay if there is anyone here in my home who is dead, go away to where you belong and leave me alone'. Yeah I really did. I wasn't nasty about it. I was real 'strong soundin' ya know' but scared sh*tless!
Then I wondered if my Dad might be trying to tell me something as most of the dishes have been the ones he gave me.
Yes, high anxiety, and still a good bit of depression. I'm moving towards possibly giving a small dose of Seroquel a try, IF my Pdoc w/ prescribe Metformin or the other one we've been talking about. Not sacrificing my body for happiness!(?) (I know. Blunt and cold. I have a lot of feelings about this issue. Won't get into them here.)
Let me know about this leaning R.
rambling&needashortnap, 5f
ps: Will keep u and Phillipa updated as to future breakings.(?) This isn't really funny but I'm laughing. Yeah .. didn't sleep well last night w/ talking to the ghosts or spirits or whatever you call them.
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