Posted by Deneb on September 17, 2006, at 22:35:43
In reply to Re: Help me block myself from that site *trigger* » Deneb, posted by alexandra_k on September 17, 2006, at 22:15:21
> > I need someone to keep it safe for me for the future if I need to change my settings.
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> Why will you need to change your settings if you aren't going to be posting there again?When content advisor is enabled it oftentimes blocks sites without ratings, and most of these sites are fairly innocuous.
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> > I can't resist going back to that site and everytime I do I just end up wanting to kill myself.
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> Do you tend to go to that site when you are feeling distressed / irritable?I think I go back expecting people will suddenly be supportive towards me.
> This too will pass and then you will feel better. You have been doing pretty well lately :-)
Yeah, until now. Can't blame it on not talking meds this time.
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> I think that before you change your password you should post that you are okay and that you aren't going to kill yourself.I don't think that would be a good idea. The people there would really like to see me disappear.
> I know that you feel like people there don't care about you...
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> But I'm sure that while a few people from there might be feeling upset there are others who aren't feeling upset with you. They might feel upset if they think you are going to kill yourself. They might feel scared about if they don't call the cops then you might kill yourself.I never said outright that I was going to kill myself. I said I was "thinking" about it, which is different. The people who cared enough to tell me to call 911 did their part and I'm sure they want to see me disappear now.
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> If you are feeling really very bad... Can you phone your p-doc and try and get in to see her? Can you talk to her about what happened?Yes, I will tell her what happened, but I'm not sure it will help me.
> But first... I really think you should let people know that you are alive and that you don't need them to call the cops.
I don't think anyone there really thinks I'm going to kill myself. It doesn't seem to me like anyone here thinks I'm capable, so why should they? Most think I'm a troll anyways. Those who do probably don't care if I die.
Deneb*
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