Posted by alexandra_k on September 17, 2006, at 22:15:21
In reply to Re: Help me block myself from that site *trigger*, posted by Deneb on September 17, 2006, at 21:40:03
> I'm going to make up a password I won't remember
That sounds like a really good idea.
> I need someone to keep it safe for me for the future if I need to change my settings.
Why will you need to change your settings if you aren't going to be posting there again?
> I can't resist going back to that site and everytime I do I just end up wanting to kill myself.Do you tend to go to that site when you are feeling distressed / irritable?
This too will pass and then you will feel better. You have been doing pretty well lately :-)I think that before you change your password you should post that you are okay and that you aren't going to kill yourself.
I know that you feel like people there don't care about you...
But I'm sure that while a few people from there might be feeling upset there are others who aren't feeling upset with you. They might feel upset if they think you are going to kill yourself. They might feel scared about if they don't call the cops then you might kill yourself.
If you are feeling really very bad... Can you phone your p-doc and try and get in to see her? Can you talk to her about what happened?
I figure you were probably pretty tired and I know when I feel tired I feel cranky and it doesn't take much before I end up spinning out...
But it would be worth exploring why you go over there...
At some point.
But first... I really think you should let people know that you are alive and that you don't need them to call the cops.
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