Posted by corafree on May 24, 2006, at 18:01:44
In reply to Re: I see it more as moving with instead of on. » corafree, posted by madeline on May 7, 2006, at 9:30:15
Madeline and all:
Anyone know where Inja went? I thought she'd posted on this thread. I thought (I wish I could stop doing that!) it was the last post to this thread. I hadn't read it due to an inexplicable fear (hmm .. supernatural fragile xxxpeeallbutt?), followed by her 'DON'T READ IT' babble advice.
Where did she and the post go? (It was like keeping a pack of cigarettes in your fridg as you begin to quit smoking.) That's what that post was to me. Now it seems to be gone. So, of course, NOW I'm curious and want to read it! Well, maybe. (I'd get that pack of cigs out of the fridg and take at least one out to smoke voraciously!)
Who took 'my option' away? Was it Dr. Bob? Am I confused? Here I go thinking (Somebody slap me!) the world revolves around me!
Am I confused? (Audience throws stuff at me.)
Anyway, I don't like hearing 'move on -or- with, as it regards this it (person/place/thing) because I love 'it' more than any it before it or now. To move on or with it would be to say good-bye and 'we' (the it and I) would disappear. (Can you tell I have a type A personality?)
Maybe I'm unconciously trying to kill myself (I've doubled my smoking habit.) or I'm dying from a broken heart.
Whatever, I'm semi-comfortably wallowing in it.
But, I am off to speak with my therapist right now. (I don't envy her or me!)
Feels like a free fall that never ends, even when you try to open the chute that won't open anyway.
bestwishes,cf
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