Posted by James K on March 7, 2006, at 17:28:09
In reply to Re: How it went, posted by Deneb on March 7, 2006, at 17:15:31
> Thanks James K
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> The meeting itself wasn't so bad. I was pretty composed and confident even though I made a fool of myself.
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> I can't even order coffee right. Please, someone for the BabbleParty, order my food for me.---I used to be shy even at a mcdonalds counter. that stuff only goes away with practice. If you get confused about the 100 different kinds of coffee you can get these days, just tell you companion, or the person at the counter. "I'm confused by the 100 different kinds of coffee these days" honesty, the real you is where the answer lies. (not opening up and telling everything, just what you need to tell right that moment)
> I had a bad session with my tutor. I seriously think he laughs behind my back now.
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> I'm really stupid. My thinking comes in bits and pieces, it never really forms into one cohesive clear picture.
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> I'm too stupid for university.----University was a problem for me too, but I WASN'T too stupid for it. Neither are you. You feel that way at the moment, and that is legitimate, but you've let glimpses of your knowledge and intellect show here, so you can't deny deneb. Your conversation with Larry yesterday about photons and such shows not "Larry knows more than me" but "We both know more than most". does that make sense?
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> I just want to crawl into a hole.I know the feeling. Honest I do (((deneb))). but don't let post anxiety deny the brave step you took today.
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> Deneb*
James*
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