Posted by Deneb on March 7, 2006, at 16:48:29
In reply to Re: My craigslist replies, posted by Deneb on March 7, 2006, at 6:25:34
I'm really tired right now, stressed out, gonna keep this short.
Met guy, pretty nice
I can't order coffee
His life, electrical engineer, my life, nothing
Me, hamster, him confused
Still ok during meeting, surprisingly not anxious, but still made fool of self
Hits me later
Tutor, me scatterbrained, can't do simple math
He must think I'm stupid, retarded maybe...bad thoughts...can't stand it
He probably knows there's something really wrong with me, he's pretty smart, can't fool him
Me, why do I have to live?
Now, dazed, talking to self, bad thoughts, drained
(I'm literally leaving a small pool of sweat on the keyboard as I type now...way stressed)
Who am I kidding?
I can't socialize...too draining, too stressful
Now, worried about BabbleFest
going to be stressful
travel alone is a first,
strange city, meeting lots of people, sleeping in strange place...
I think I'm gonna crack
gotta calm down, feel like banging head
Deneb*
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