Posted by nhg on May 6, 2003, at 9:35:12
In reply to Re: The Living Dead » nhg, posted by leeran on May 6, 2003, at 0:56:12
> Would you mind sharing how long you've been on Lexapro? If that question is too prying, no problem.
I've been on it for 4 months. I've been on others before. This one actually seems to be pretty good in terms of effectiveness and side effects, but I'm still in no way a healthy person.
For you, at two weeks, it might be too early to say. in another two weeks, we would know better...Thank you for all of your comments. It's true that the board helps me know that there are others out there with the same types of problems. but i feel like I've been sentenced to life in prison for a crime I didn't commit and knowing everyone else in this prison was falsly locked up as well doesn't really do much except give us something to talk about from our seperate cells, divided by walls, behind our bars.
It's so true what you say about the yellow police tape. Even those who desperately want to help me admit that they just can't understand. And it's hard to go through the days when I feel like I'm moving through time like a zombie and the world is spinning around me -- I see people living their lives and laughing -- and I feel invisible.
I'm sorry to be such a downer, but that's really how I feel. I feel like no matter what I do, my life will always be subject to circumstances that are unfair and that I have no control over and that, try as I may, I can't change. I do everything I'm supposed to. I get "help". I've tried tons of drugs. I'm still miserable and very alone. After years of this, sometimes I feel like one more day might actually kill me.
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