Lonely

Posted by Miller on April 13, 2003, at 1:47:00

I am very lonely right now. It is because my husband is away. But more than that, when he is home, we are so seperated. I remember what our relationship was like. We used to have fun. We used to enjoy each other.
It used to be that we were comfortable whether we were talking or not. Now the silences are deafening and hostile.
I ask myself if it is too late to save what we had. Have I driven the love of my life away? Am I destined to be alone the rest of my life? Can I survive yet another divorce? The first was hard enough. I never loved him the way I love my husband now. He is the love of my life.
Is this what depression is supposed to teach us? That when we wallow in our sadness, we lose everything that is important? Please say it isn't so.
Of all my regrets from my past, none would top the loss of my husband. He is everything to me. Why can't I show it anymore? Where have I gone?
-Miller

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Lonely Miller 4/13/03
Re: Lonely » Miller leeran 4/13/03
Re: Lonely » Miller fi 4/13/03
Re: Lonely » Miller WorryGirl 4/13/03
Thanks... Miller 4/13/03
Miller white rabbit 4/14/03
no one but yourself:( justyourlaugh 4/14/03
Tears for us all Miller 4/14/03
sweet weepy miller » Miller justyourlaugh 4/14/03
My friend... Miller 4/14/03
Re: double double quotes » leeran Dr. Bob 4/14/03
Books that help me, anyway fi 4/14/03
Re: Books that help me, anyway » fi Miller 4/14/03
Re: Lonely Greg A. 4/14/03
Re: Lonely greg » Greg A. justyourlaugh 4/14/03
Re: no one but yourself:( » justyourlaugh noa 4/14/03
Re: My friend... » Miller noa 4/14/03
Re: Lonely » Miller Dinah 4/14/03
Re: Books that help me, anyway » Miller fi 4/17/03
Well said Dinah WorryGirl 4/17/03

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