Guilt

Posted by NikkiT2 on December 12, 2002, at 10:14:39

A friend is in a bad way, and it is really screwing me up.
This friend is threatening suicide... I now dream about it and can think of little else.
but there is nothing i can do, and so i feel this huge huge guilt thing that is causing me to just run away. Its something i cannot deal with right now as I'nm in a pretty damned bad way but can't open up about it...
I am fe dup of friend sputting this kind of pressure on me.. When i feel relaly suicidal I go away and do it, I don't spend age stelling poeple I'm going to do it, as I would hate how that amde them feel.
How do i deal with these feelings without losing the few areas of support I have??
I no longer want friends. they all seem to end up making me feel like utter shit. Is it simply easier to have no friends??
Nikki

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Guilt NikkiT2 12/12/02
Re: GuiltNikkiT2 daizy 12/12/02
Re: Guilt » NikkiT2 wendy b. 12/12/02
Sorry guys NikkiT2 12/12/02
Re: Guilt » NikkiT2 dreamerz 12/12/02
Re: Guilt » NikkiT2 Dinah 12/12/02
Re: Guilt » dreamerz NikkiT2 12/13/02
Re: Guilt-- I get the point Nik tina 12/13/02
Re: Guilt--Oh, and PS Nikki tina 12/13/02
Re: Guilt--Oh, and PS Nikki » tina BeardedLady 12/13/02
Tina - please let me explain. NikkiT2 12/13/02
Re: Guilt--Wendy ROO 12/13/02
Re: Guilt » NikkiT2 Tabitha 12/13/02
Re: Guilt--Wendy » ROO wendy b. 12/13/02
Re: Guilt--Wendy » ROO NikkiT2 12/13/02
Re: Guilt » NikkiT2 Dinah 12/13/02
Drat!!!! That was not directed to Nikki Dinah 12/13/02
Re: P.S. A memory Dinah 12/13/02
Re: Guilt » Dinah justyourlaugh 12/13/02
Re: Guilt--Wendy ROO 12/14/02
Re: Marsha Linehan (everyone) » Dinah Ted 12/14/02
Re: Tina - please let me explain. - Nik kath 12/17/02
Re: Guilt--Wendy - NikkiT2 kath 12/17/02

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