Can I get on this bus too?

Posted by mair on June 5, 2002, at 15:35:01

In reply to Re: was feeling loopy last night...still suicidal, posted by Greg A. on June 5, 2002, at 14:01:45

Maybe it's the alignment of the planets, but I pretty much feel like giving up too. I just seem to swing back and forth between being focused on whatever it is I need to do, and thinking pretty obsessively about suicide. My therapist called me a few hours ago and extracted a promise that I'd show up at my session tomorrow. I'm sorry I made the promise (what else could I have said?), not because I'm particularly ready to do something radically destructive, but becuase I'm pretty fed up thinking and talking about suicide. I think it makes me feel worse to talk about it, or really right now to talk about anything more personal than the weather. I don't want to go through another worthless meds trial, and I don't want to talk anymore, and I don't want to think obsessively about things anymore. It doesn't leave me with many alternatives.
Mair

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was feeling loopy last night...still suicidal Penny 6/5/02
Re: was feeling loopy last night...still suicidal Greg A. 6/5/02
Can I get on this bus too? mair 6/5/02
Re: Can I get on this bus too? Penny 6/5/02
To share with all of you... Penny 6/5/02
Re: Can I get on this bus too? SusanG 6/5/02
Re: Can I get on this bus too? BarbaraCat 6/6/02
Re: To share with all of you... » Penny paxvox 6/8/02
Re: To share with all of you... Penny 6/10/02
Re: To share with all of you... » Penny mair 6/10/02
Re: To share with all of you... » Penny paxvox 6/10/02

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