Posted by bonnie_ann on January 15, 2002, at 5:33:18
In reply to Re: Am I depressed or what?, posted by ST on January 15, 2002, at 3:17:18
Thanks everyone. I know I'm not feeling right, right now. I am on meds. This particular situation has got me. I think it's more of a power struggle between my husband and I - we are hardly speaking- although he did give me a hug last night. I'm used to him giving in. It's probably a lot other than just going out to dinner and feeling I won't measure up to his female work friends. My relationship with my parents doesn't exsist- she is the only person whom I dred talking to on the phone- she's so phony. Work people are so annoyingly superficially friendly- I mean they all make it a big deal to say hello and ask how I'm doing-I can barely utter a return Hello- I really know they don't really want to know- it's easier to say - Oh - she's in one of her moods again. My sister has a TBI traumatic Brain injury and acts impulsively and is obessive. My father mean and intolerate towards her and I don't hardly visit with her. So I'm not much better, and my other sister suffers with depression and anxiety and is currently med free. She struggles too.
And I'm currently in an appt waiting to build our home and I'm feeling lazy and tired and not right.
I have therapy tommorrow and today I'm inquirng about a new birth control. Hopefully that will help. If not it's off to the Dr. Which I not wanting to go in and say - now I'm depressed - I wasn't sure at first but from what I've read on this board and the other I'm headed that way.
Thanks,
Bonnie
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