Posted by dreamer on October 7, 2001, at 18:46:26
In reply to Re: Binge drinking, tranqs and realisations, posted by susan C on October 7, 2001, at 18:12:30
I send you best wishes and ahoy there matey, cast off or welcome aboard...
Mouse...hi...me.. errr going crazy -paranoid humanoid. Dreams reality melting together can't handle city life a nurse is trying to get me into the outside world.But i aint interested.
Ive forgiven myself for alcohol relapse if i dont get out of london ill xplode ,well bi-polars are supposed to be risk takers.> Is having some one depend on you a burden or an inspiration or a conflict?
I feel i am the burden depending on doctors nurses to help me deal with the life and my illness seems too complex . I can just about live with myself but others should keep away.> Is the idea of having a cyber friend who may be come a real friend, or the other way 'round, too much for those of us (me) who hide in our monitor closets and yet struggle to take a step into the real sunshine, not just the electronic glow...
Cyber friends i think should MAYBE remain that way, may not wat you xpect meeting in the real world i find it healthier at the moment to socialise this way
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> Am I being obtuse enough, thinking through dreams, and walking unsteadily through my days, very welcome to have another, though enibriated, traveler.
I'm sober now and hope to remain this way the blackouts worry me especially as i had 5 tranqs with booze takes alot for me to put water on mania fire . Feel very sorry for the person who has to clean the vomit on train stations floor.
When i get ill.... wow. Hard to cope and messin up other peoples heads..dreamerstoooopid.
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