Posted by sar on September 2, 2001, at 1:08:54
In reply to beware! a miserable post :-( , posted by dreamer on September 1, 2001, at 19:38:22
dear dreamer,
i felt like that consistently for 6 months awhile ago--the only things that made me feel human were eating, sleeping, drinking, fucking, and drugs. in hindsight i feel like i wanted sex all the time to feel real and simple. just to feel something purely good, something to make ya sweat instead of catatonically staring at the ceiling...do become really somatic at your lowest? (concentrating on eating, sleeping, sex, etc). my theory is that the body is fighting for life...
have you ever read any charles bukowski? your first memory sounds alot like his in *ham on rye* which is peddled as fiction but is largely autobiographical. he is my favorite writer and i think you might like him.
how do you feel after 16 hrs sleep? how do you feel after 8 or 9?
yr posts are so neetly poetic, keep 'em comin, love...
sar
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