DYING?

Posted by elderweissblue on May 28, 2001, at 20:10:42

Scared. I losing all ability to experince joy. Iam not suicidal, I dont want to harm myself-- but Iam starting to feel disconnected from all things. This is making me paranoid and a sadness that goes beyond sadness, rather a deadness. Its like Iam so serious, cutting down to the source of seriousness. I feel so dead now. I cant seem to fight it. I hate it. But iam afraid soon that I wont even care anyway about doing anything about it. Its like there is no hope though I know there should be, I just dont feel any hope. I have absolutely no direction in life and lack motivation to have one. Whats happening to me? The fear is the only thing is that keeping me alive. Please help me, please!

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DYING? elderweissblue 5/28/01
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