Posted by stargazer2 on December 25, 2013, at 13:47:27
In reply to Re: Avoidant Attachement Disorder/ Dr Bob » stargazer2, posted by baseball55 on December 23, 2013, at 21:28:48
Thank you BB.
I spend every waking minute evaluating how I relate to others and how they relate to me. All I know is that I don't share much interest or emotion and I can barely understand what they are saying either. It is almost that I minimize anything others ask for and wonder why everyone is so needy. I have very superifical interactions with people and never express anger, hurt or frustration.
It seems as though my brain is defective in knowing how to relate to others. I have no memory for anything in the past and say "i can't remember" constantly. I have sat in horror movies and fallen asleep, have no recollection of books I have read or moivies I have seen. My mind is not focused or able to stay on topic fo long. I'm not sure if the ECT made this worse but I think it did.
The only thing my brain registers is depression, and a lack of connection to others. I do not have good friends and have no idea how to be close to others. It has been a lifelong affliction, starting as shyness as a child.
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