Posted by blahblahblah on June 11, 2009, at 18:11:14
In reply to Re: needing support » blahblahblah, posted by Dinah on June 11, 2009, at 12:11:42
<Are there people around to provide love and support?
There are people but for some reason i can't feel warmth from them. What i am looking for, i can't find in anyone on earth. It's like you can have a hundred people around you but not see any of them. does that make sense?
Your support in here and people replying does help me a lot. I feel less alone in all this stuff. i look forward to replies, something small but it is big in my day.Sometimes i wonder if therapy is making me worse. I feel like a 2-3 year old wanting love, and as an adult realise all that i missed out on and still don't feel, which makes me even worse. all the grieving of my whole life. could it just be easier to just forget bout all the stuff and look to the future?
FMD- thank you for your message. i am in australia so in the middle of the day when you all go to bed. but at least i wake up to messages which is nice. :)
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