Posted by blahblahblah on June 11, 2009, at 1:09:46
hey,
just need some support. i'm finding things really hard at the moment. things are starting to come out more in therapy, and the more i realise i am like a 3 year old child with my T, the harder it becomes. I go to sleep sad, dream horrible things, and wake up sad. Kinda at a wit's end not knowing what to do anymore.
Last night i dreamt that my mother was dead, and then it turned out she had lied about her death for attention. it seems the only way i can get my true feelings out is in dreams. i texted my T before but haven't heard back yet. Right now another world seems to be the only place i feel i would be loved, as my grandparents have both passed and that is where they are. How do you all get out of this state of mind. it's weird, ppl tell you there are ppl around to talk to. but all i want is closeness from family, and that is out of the question. :(
poster:blahblahblah
thread:900427
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