Posted by Poet on May 21, 2009, at 9:20:31
I had a wonderful time in San Francisco only to return to work and become depressed because a fulltime person is leaving and the boss hired a new person to replace her. I was unaware of any of this. I feel insulted, new person is being trained to do things I know how to do because I filled in when old person was on vacation. I've been here a year and understand office politics and how things should be done. I have reminded Boss that I would like more hours and here was a chance to make me fulltime and I get slapped in the face- again. And again and again.
I know self-esteem should not be based on work, I know I have other qualities, blah, blah, blah.
I never cry, but am struggling not to just sit at my desk and let the tears flow. No one would notice as I don't exist or at least my feelings don't matter.
I see my T tomorrow. I see Dr. Clueless June 10. I just feel so down and a few days ago I felt so great. Damnit.
Poet
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