Posted by Dory on September 24, 2007, at 7:18:34
i'm sorry to be so graphic but that is exactly how i feel. i have to jot this down quickly so i can make it to my T appt... maybe i am *trying* to be late? i feel really sick. i do NOT want to talk to him today... it makes me want to throw up. i'm not completely sure why... sort of.. not really... kind of. The thing from school on friday... life stuff.. dwelling on historical stuff... an hour.. yeah, sure, right.
The thing is, as soon as i say "don't even mention Friday" he will say "why not?" And i just smile at him and snark at him for trying to go there anyway.
Avoidance. wtf am i there for if i am going to avoid stuff? It seems like i could find a cheaper way to *not* deal with my issues.
any way. Pups need to piddle. i need to get dressed and get *ss in gear.
on my way to T...
somebody hand me a bucket... blech.
poster:Dory
thread:784800
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