Posted by Wittgenstein on September 2, 2007, at 8:18:01
This probably won't make much sense to most of you. I feel I need to apologise though as I haven't been around to support some of you in particular, when I should have been. I will be back in time. It's not that I don't care - just right now I don't seem to be able to do anything for anyone.
It seems to be getting harder and harder - I know exactly where Llurpsie is coming from with the above thread about therapy taking up too much room in ones mind. I feel sick - this feeling of nausea won't go away. Well I'm on this one-person fareground ride - it's the scariest ride out there - there's no way off and I'm careering down a huge seemingly endless drop. Sorry for the crappy analogy - I just wish I knew when I would start feeling better or at least get some relief.
For those of you out there also dealing with traumatic childhoods - maybe you know this feeling . I know this is part of the healing process but there's such pain and grief involved at times.
Sorry I'm wittering on - I just wanted to apologise. I am still here, just lost in my own world right now.
Witti
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