Posted by wishingstar on September 15, 2006, at 10:31:32
In reply to Re: dr clueless #2 (anne) » wishingstar, posted by MidnightBlue on September 15, 2006, at 0:30:06
After feeling like I was going to be sick worrying/thinking about her all morning, I finally decided.. forget it, I'm not going to let her have this control over me. So I called and left a message. I dont know she's talked to Randy yet or not.
I said something like this. "Hi Anne, this is Amanda. I'm not really sure why I'm calling you.. perhaps a little touch of masochism going on here. But I thought you were going to call me on Tues, and now its Friday. So I'm not sure what's going on. You know how I feel about these things (which is incredibly sensitive, etc). I know Randy was going to give you a call so i dont know if you talked to him or not, but I just wanted to know what was going on." and gave her my availability today and Monday to call.
It really does feel like I'm being masochistic here. Yesterday in partial we talked about "learning the same lessons over and over" during recovery. And thats exactly what this feels like.
We'll see if she calls back. I'm trying hard not to expect anything, but of course, part of me does.
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