Posted by Jost on August 24, 2006, at 12:17:12
In reply to So........, posted by muffled on August 24, 2006, at 0:22:49
Muffled, I've been wanting to write, but not knowing what would help-- or not help. I'm glad my earlier post helped, though, and I've been wanting to thank you for saying that, because it means a lot.
Mostly wish I knew what to say, or how to get more inside how your mind and feelings work, and who all your parts are.
It might take time, because I haven't been here long, and other people know you much better.
I always read what you write, though, and love to hear your voice here.
If only it were easier now for you to move through experiences, to bring harmony into your mind, within or among your parts, and things made sense, and sort of fit together. But there's a lot of hope that that will happen.
Maybe that's what your T meant when she said she knew you were okay and the kid was okay. She might not mean that you were okay at this moment, or that moment, but that you and the kid were going to be okay, over time, that you would make it together (with her), and so she could keep the faith for you.
I'm glad she faxed and called-- even if she doesn't say the best thing, or isn't all there (or is, and you can't feel it now)--because it means she's doing whatever she can. Sometimes it's not enough, but the trying makes a huge difference. Not everyone in this world tries.
So, I'll be thinking about you today in Vermont in the woods.
Jost
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