Posted by antigua on July 8, 2006, at 18:54:43
In reply to child abuse - *warning* giving up?, posted by frida on July 7, 2006, at 13:43:28
You've asked the question that I search the answer for every day. When will I be able to freely let go and remember everything, spill it all out. There is a black shape, a memory, that refuses to become avalable to me, and I know that it is at the center of everything. I've tried pretending it's just a piece and that I may never know it, and don't need to, but it's a huge obstacle that refuses to budge.
My T never pushes, and says when I'm ready, it will come. Well, it has been 15 years and I'm still waiting, although I know I trust her more with each telling.
Good luck Frida. I'm on your path. I can relate the abuse w/detachment and rarely cry. One day I know that I will know why.
best,
antigua
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