Posted by milly on May 4, 2006, at 4:54:47
In reply to Re: I'm scared, whats going to happen?, posted by gardenergirl on May 3, 2006, at 23:42:00
> Milly,
> I'm glad you told your pdoc and that he is working with you to help you through this. I'm sure it's very unsettling to hear him state the risk as he did. I don't know exactly what might happen next. But I believe that anyone who shows themselves to be an active partner in working to keep themselves or others safe poses a lower risk than if you were working against your pdoc and your well-being.*** i think hearing him say that he cares about me and wants me safe helped, if it had all been about keeping sh*tface safe I would have felt betrayed. I guess pdoc wouldn't mind if sh*tface fell under a bus aslong as I don't push him
>
> And I also think I understand about how the world would be a better place. It's okay to feel that way. It's okay to fantasize about what you might do. It's okay to experience the rage and desire to hurt back. But of course it's not okay to act against someone on those feelings.*** but I tried all the usual routes and now feel trapped, maybe it's my destiny/ purpose in life
> I hope you and your pdoc can find ways for you to experience and express those feelings that lead to healing for you.
***well it would have been nice to have let me keep my T, i really need him right now.
milly
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