Posted by milly on May 3, 2006, at 14:36:35
Saw pdoc today. Told him about the reaction to the photo (see post 4/24/06 above)plus I've had another intense outburst about it all at an inappropriate moment because I was caught 'off guard' and we talked about the feelings of being out of control around this issue.
Talked about what I would *do* to him ranging from fairly mild to extremely catastrophic and that the perfect opportunity is fast approaching to reap revenge (5/20/06) before I had that outburst i thought I was ultimately in control of myself but now neither of us is sure.
Pdoc was very sweet, didn't tell me off or make me feel any worse than I already do but he is going to break confidentiality and tell the police and authorities. He believes I pose a substantial threat to this guy and he just doesn't get it that i would be doing the world a favour. I'm scared, whats happening? he's ringing tomorrow.
He does care about me and wants to keep me safe but he's going to remove my options I know he is.
milly
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