Posted by fairywings on May 2, 2006, at 20:08:26
In reply to Re: I HATE THERPY!!!**poss trigger*** » fairywings, posted by B2chica on May 2, 2006, at 8:57:43
> i think the relationiship reminds me of my very first T. i felt uncomfortable going, just couldn't get things out and when i did felf VERy uncomfotable doing so and afterwards felt awful that i did, also not able to ask for what i need.
> i ended up in his bathroom with a bottle of pills down my throat...i guess i just remember those feelings and am afraid. i don't want to go there again.OMG, I'm so sorry B2! No, I hope you don't ever go there again!
> back to her and emotional rollercoaster. i just don't like that. i don't know if it's worth the turmoil it causes me.It does s*ck. Sometimes I wonder why in the world we get into this, and I wonder why we have to get so invested as part of the process, and then like you, I think why am I doing this? Could it possibly be worth all of the pain and struggle?
((((B2))))
fw
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