Posted by LadyBug on December 19, 2005, at 7:07:20
In reply to Thanks Ya'll, I have lots 2 think about.., posted by LadyBug on December 18, 2005, at 23:39:32
I decided to check my cell phone late last night and realized it was on silent. My T had called me from her home about 7:30. This is very unusual for her to call on a Sunday especially from home. She said she had been thinking about me and was hoping I was feeling better. I had left her a message after our appointment last week telling her I felt bad when I left and also felt "dumb". When I got the message I called her back and left her a voice mail telling her I don't feel like coming to my appointment this Thurs. and that I'd had 3 different dreams this past week about her all having to do with losing our connection.
I'm so glad she called and now she knows how I'm feeling. How did she know to call? And she NEVER calls me on the weekend, especially since I didn't leave her a message to call me. I'm so surprised and relieved to know that somehow she cares.
I didn't get enough sleep last night, and now I'm about to get in the shower and get ready for work. I dread the pain I'll be in today, as the physical pain is more than I can bare. But I have to turn in my Resume/Application today.
Anyway, I guess writing here helps me sort through my thoughts and feelings.
Thanks for reading
LadyBug
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