Posted by 10derheart on December 31, 2004, at 10:37:07
In reply to Re: Much Better Today but...(long) » 10derheart, posted by daisym on December 30, 2004, at 23:40:06
You're so sweet, Daisy. I don't mean to make anyone cry, but it happens to me in reverse all the time. It's one of the many treasures of Babble, I suppose, to evoke that in each other and know we do have genuine empathy.It's funny, through all the highs and lows and confusion, I know I am moving in the right direction. T1 clearly believes it, T2 has mentioned the same thing ("something huge is about to happen for you"), and me, well, I just know. The depth of the struggle along the path is one of the major signs, but sometimes, you wish the path would just be flat and downhill once in a while!
To have someone here, particularly you, say I am acting with grace, leaves me almost speechless (never an easy task). That term is special to me and I try to use it very sparingly. I think many of our Ts have that quality (yours for sure), but I don't know about me. Thank you for saying so.
I'll be okay if I keep posting and stay *in the process* with both T1 and T2. But oh do I want to run and hide sometimes. But that's never been my style. T1 recently called me a true challenge ("...but I mean that in the most respectful way possible.") and the only person who's had the desire to go down this uncharted path. Figures. I can't ever seem to stay on the safe, easy well-traveled highways.
I will certainly accept your hanky. If I'm not crying now I will be later. Thanks again, you do so much for so many here. Take care, - 10der
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