Posted by kara lynne on October 8, 2003, at 0:45:02
In reply to Re: I wouldn't (couldn't) tell him, posted by fallsfall on October 7, 2003, at 20:56:40
Oh fallsfall,
I'm reading and reading and just with I could comfort you. It's so easy for me to see it in you, that you are torturing yourself and you didn't do anything to deserve it. Agonizing over details and memories, trying madly for clarity-- the booby traps of the mind. I share that fear of abandonment so it's easy for me to get caught there too, and once your there it's like quicksand. But if you think your way in, there must be a way out (or so I'm told).I don't think anything replaces comfort except comfort. I think if you got that, in one form or another, you might stop beating yourself up. Teddy bears? Friends? A nice hot bath? An extra Sonata?
I wish I could give it to you. I hope you hear Hannah's words--you have given so much here. You deserve it back with many extra scoops.
poster:kara lynne
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