Posted by rainbutterfly on October 14, 2006, at 19:31:11
In reply to Boundaries, long, old stuff :( possible trigger.), posted by rainbutterfly on October 14, 2006, at 18:13:37
That function would serve me well here. Just get over all your old crap butterfly. There is nothing wrong with you. There is everything wrong with you. You won't be helped. Stop that damned crying you stupid cry baby; Your mother and I will throw you out if you don't shut up and behave.
Daddy hits caterpillar with a belt. Caterpillar tries not to cry :(
Butterflies and cave breaks? No I don't think so :( I need my cocoon. Waaaaaaah :(Butterflies and warm fuzzies? Privacy issues? Ouch. Yes I DO hurt. I have been hurt. Past passive? Growl.
Toxic shame. It hurts so much :( Questioning my own reality. Who is really the crazy one here :(
Hugs are ok for me. Your hugs are ok. Just don't ignore me. Go away. I don't need anyone :( I don't want YOU.
((( cocoon ))))
:(
Its ok to be weak sometimes. It's ok to show weakness. It doesn't mean you are weak. Even if they say it does. Even if the doctors say bad things too. And won't listen. And won't help.
Time to sleep. I'll be back :(
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